I don’t know why, but I just feel really exhausted all of a sudden… Since this afternoon. I just feel like I want to sleep and do nothing else. I went to get dinner before I had to work (where I’m at now).. And I just wasn’t hungry at all. I got a small salad (basically lettuce on a plate with some grapes and cauliflower, dressing is nasty :P ) andddd a rice krispy. Like, I just didn’t want any food to eat. It was weird. I just feel kinda out of it…

Well, in any case, the general bulk of my work is done. I had my final draft of my global warming paper handed in today, on Wednesday I took my Anatomy & Physiology II test, and Thursday I had my sociology test.

Now all I have to freak out about it my A&P II lab test, which is on Tuesday. I’m so nervous, but I also kind of feel like I don’t even care anymore. Or maybe I’m just feeling depressed. I dunno… I feel like I don’t have the energy to worry about it. 

But I will be spending a whole hell of my weekend studying for it. I have to. I can’t get a bad grade on this, and I’ve heard it’s a very, very, very hard test. I know I talked about it before, but I’m still just really nervous.

So, to do this weekend:

- Study A&P II lab
- Math homework
- Read the Hours and start response paper
-  Answer questions for College Writing

So I do actually have quite a bit of work to do- hopefully it won’t be too bad. My mom might come up this weekend, we’ll see.

I’m just so tired of doing so much. I feel overloaded. I wish this could be my break weekend, but it won’t be with the studying I have to do. Hopefully next weekend will have that honor- though I need to start working- I’d like to finish- my A&P research paper- the portion I have to write… Not really looking forward to that, but I’d rather suffer with that next weekend and have it done with.

Soooo yeah, major busy this weekend. College seems like a cycle that never ends.

So, for some enjoyment, I am posting some Benjamin Button Quotes, because that movie is amazing and I love it. And I need some pick me ups. Because lately I’ve been on the philosophical side of thinking about life and all that serious stuff and I love these quotes <3.

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“You never know what’s coming for you” 

“We are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss” 

“You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.” 

“Life can only be understood looking backward. It must be lived forward.”

“You never know what’s coming for you.”

“It’s a funny thing coming home. Nothing changes. Everything looks the same, feels the same, even smells the same. You realize what’s changed, is you.”

“I want to remember us, just as we are now.”

For what it’s worth, it’s never too late, or in my case too early, to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit… start whenever you want… you can change or stay the same. There are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that stop you. I hope you feel things that you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.
-Benjamin Button

“We were meant to lose people. How else would we know how important they are?”

“Have I ever told you I’ve been struck by lightning seven times?”

“Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some people get struck by lightning. Some are born to sit by a river. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim the English Channel. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people can dance.”

 

 

<3

That is all for now. I swear sometime this millennium I will get around to commenting on other blogs….

Life’s just too busy.